There are five stages of grief – denial, anger, bargaining, depression and acceptance.
I am in the stage two. VERY ANGRY. So angry, that I decided to skip bargaining.
I won’t bargain. You tried to kill me? I will make you evaporate. I will go on for as long as it takes to get you out of my system.
It is difficult. I wake up with a bouncing headache, that follows me along for the whole day. I can’t sleep at night. I can’t stay awake during the day, cry uncontrollably about everything.
It feels like a monstrosity larger than a three stories building attached herself to me, feeding off my juice. Once in a while it takes a break and I get out of prostration, able to work, able to write...